Once you admit who you are without Him you can begin moving in who you are in Him. Be honest with yourself and confess who you have become without Him. He is already aware of who you are, the confession is not for Him it is for you, it is a part of the cleansing process. It allows you to accept responsibility for your actions and take responsibility for your salvation. The next step is forgiveness; ask Him for forgiveness and then forgive yourself for what you have done to yourself and to others. Open yourself to hear Him when He speaks to you and then ask Him for your purpose and then live and walk in that purpose.
We sometimes forget that we must first confess after accepting Christ as our Savior and then we forget that we must forgive, ourselves and others. When Gid tugs on your heart you have to answer it. He will knock and you must answer that knock because He will not force His way in. Once He is in you must begin the cleansing process; acceptance, confession, forgiveness, purpose, discipleship.
Remember He lives you so much.
Peace and blessings wonderful people!
Jai Ar