I went downtown today to take care of a little bit of business and decided to stop and grab a bite to eat. as I was finishing up I was telling myself to head on home so I can get about the business of writing, telling myself to get focused so I can come right in and get started.
I get on the bus and say to myself I really like having the freedom to do what I want when I want, the freedom to ride around downtown and sightsee if I want, the freedom to think without blockages, the freedom to write, the freedom to be happy in the moment. as I was thinking about this I was telling myself that I need employment that allows me to be that free all of the time, employment that sustains or exceeds my current financial contribution to my family and allows me to do what I love on a regular basis; writing, photography, mentoring/coaching, encouraging others, studying God's word, design/styling. the thought comes that God will make a way, if it is God's will He will make this thing possible, whether it's right now or in two years, He will make it happen. funny thing is I feel it's going to happen soon.
why do I feel that way because my next "intuitive" thought was, it's going to be a "suddenly" movement, it will happen before you know it. you know that it took a while for you to get in the place that God wants you in, to get ready for His blessing but this thing is about to happen "suddenly", it will look like no effort went into it at all, like you had not been eagerly waiting for God to do it to those on the outside looking in.
I tell myself to get to writing, no excuses, get it done. meet the deadline.
shortly after that I move from one seat to another on the bus that brings me closer to the front and I begin looking out of the windows and suddenly I see this slogan "Live what you Love", I instantly see that as confirmation for the just previous spirit self conversation. if I am doing the things that I love everyday then it will make my living in freedom part so much easier to accomplish. if I stick to the calling that God has over my life then it will happen; Proverbs 18:16 says that a man's gift makes room for him, and brings him before great men. my gift and love of all of the things previously mentioned, as well as others, will make room for me to live that life of freedom because God's word says so, because He promised me it would.
another part to that intuitive thought was that I will initially have to start this on my own but it will make a way for my husband to eventually join me on the freedom path. again that is funny to me because that is exactly what is happening, I've started this journey on my own, with my husband's support but not his hands on involvement. I am totally so excited about the move of God in my life and the things He has already done, is doing and is about to do!
Live what you Love wonderful people!
peace and blessings,
jai ar
