your destiny is calling

as I began my journey to get to know God better I began to see a lot more clearly what it is that He wants me to do in this life, I began to see what He has in store for me.  along that journey, seeing those things and knowing what I know I began to pull back from my connection to Him not even realizing that that is what I was doing.

there were/are certain things that I was directed in the Spirit to do and I chose not to do them.  however, it didn't look at the moment as if I had chosen not to do them, it appeared to me initially as if things had gotten in the way and stopped me or blocked me from doing them.  going through financial strains, having family issues, not being happy in my job and not having any luck in finding another one, getting married and focusing on the new marriage and husband, dealing with the fall out of children trying to adjust to having a man in the house.  everything under the sun is to blame for me not doing what I clearly heard Him say do, that is until I actually sat and analyzed and reconnected and that is when I figured out that I had put on hold everything that I was called to do because I had a fear or distrust maybe in what it would turn out to be.  I had even convinced myself that because I was not ready to do those things that He was not ready for me to do them.  someone asked me just a week or so ago if I knew my purpose and I told them yes.  he said you really know what it is that God has called you to do it and you aren't doing it, why not?

it wasn't a fear or distrust in God, it was a fear/distrust in my being able to do what it is that he told me to do.  but why did i have that fear knowing full well that anything that He has called me to do He will help me do.  if I do what i'm supposed to do He will do what I can not do.  as I began to meditate more and talk more about certain things it was clear to me that I needed to get back on track for me to fulfill my destiny not just for myself or my family but for my God.  how do I feel when my children don't do something that I have clearly told them to do or they do it half way right?  I feel betrayed, hurt, disappointed and that's how I imagine God must feel knowing that He told me what to do and I clearly heard it but I only did some of it half way right and didn't do some of it at all.

time to get back on track people, time to focus.  what are you being called to do that you are not doing?  what do you clearly hear but are ignoring?  get in motion people and fulfill your destiny!

peace and blessings God's people,

jai ar

circle of life

the world is round, a circle.  it is cyclical, it's a cycle, it recycles.  it has a boomerang effect.  meaning what you put out there is what you get back.

stop thinking that your actions or words have no effect  on people places or things.  stop behaving as if there is no force behind them.  just as the Creator said "my words shall not return unto me void", meaning it will not come back to him empty, there is some force, power behind them.

people forget that what they put out is what they get back, you put ill words and will out towards others, you knock others down and belittle them, this is what comes back to you ten fold and the same with the positive.  here's the kicker though, people seem to think that if they don't receive the punishment within their time reame that it won't happen at all.

let me further assist; just because you don't see it in the frame of time you have doesn't mean it won't happen.  just because you don't see it in your life directly doesn't mean it didn't happen, sins of the father shall fall upon the son.  what you do or say not only affects you but it affects those around you.

negative example: you lie about something to someone and think nothing of it to save your butt, that person takes the lie you fed them and feeds it to someone else thinking that it's truth and behaves accordingly.  what you have said in falsehood could cause someone to become incarcerated, injured, fired, expelled, killed, etc.  but all you did was tell a lie to cover your own behind and keep out of trouble.

another one: you sell drugs and live an unsavory life or you're an undercover prostitute.  someone that you've done a dirty deal with and they didn't appreciate it, sees a family member of yours or a good friend that has absolutely nothing to do with your chosen lifestyle but because they are connected to you they are fair game.  the wounded party takes their unhappiness out on that family member or friend.

positive example: you say a simple hello to someone, treat them with kindness.  they find out about an opportunity that it seems you would absolutely fit in and tell you about it.  the opportunity is just what you were asking/looking for and it helps you achieve a goal that you'd always wanted to achieve and all you did was treat someone with kindness.

another one: you continuously give to others despite not having much yourself but it's what you do, you have the gift of helps.  someone takes notice to that and somehow finds out that you need assistance; a new car, month's rent, bills paid, bus fare, whatever and they an abundance that they want to share with you so they do simply because that's all they've seen you do is help others and remain positive.

whether you want to believe it or not what you put out into the universe comes back to you one way or another so be careful what you do and say because you never know who may be watching.

peace and blessings awesome people!

jai ar