Wednesday, September 26, 2012

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  1. this is the actual "note" for some reason it didn't load up when I tried.

    my soul cries out loudly to you
    i need your arms to surround me
    your peace to comfort me
    your stability to level me


    doing this on my own is not possible
    i know this
    i need you to feel my pain and take it away


    help me to understand what my role is in this and
    what i can do to make it better
    i am walking around blindly as if there is no light
    knowing full well that you are the light


    cover me in your protective covering
    and keep me from the depths of sorrow
    all of these things that i am feeling right now
    these things that are not of you
    i ask that you remove them so that i can
    move in your spirit and love the way
    you would have me to do


    my soul cries out to you
    it hurts from an unnecessary pain
    it bends and twists
    this pain causes my body to ache
    from my head to my heart to my arm
    to my legs, it takes over my very being


    my body drags from the fatigue
    caused by the aching and sorrow
    it wonders how it can go on


    my soul cries out to you
    for answers to the many questions
    of "why"


    this stress and pain and fatigue
    cause my body to feel unnatural
    and my soul to feel unreal
    feelings of panic begin to creep in
    because the feelings of love are seeping out


    my soul cries out loudly to you
    save me from this sorrow
    you are my strength
    you are my peace
    you are my everything and i am nothing without you.


    my soul cries out loudly to you
    because everyone that says they love me
    is doing everything they can to hurt me


    Lord i know you hear me clearly
    and you said all i had to do is ask
    so i am asking that you heal, love, comfort, console
    protect me because
    my soul cries out loudly to you


    jai ar

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